Thursday, December 29, 2011

cultural orphans



wide-eyed they peer
through windows so sheer
into dimly lit rooms
where christmas trees beckon

wide-eyed they peer
through welcoming doors
into red bright rooms
where diwali candles reckon

wide-eyed wide-eyed
where hanukkahs sway
gahambars, nirvana, and gurpurbs play
tormented orphans
everywhere

here here
young children
leave god aside
leave moses, jesus
 muhammad too

eid has come forth
to claim you all
the lost, the orphaned
all souls
land has affirmed
its parenthood
restoring all as whole



Saturday, August 6, 2011

Gotta Hate Poets

Love After Love


The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome, 

and say, sit here. Eat 
You will love again the stranger who was yourself
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
 to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life  
 
 
Derek Walcott
 
 
Walcott you dog you.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

no te quiero


gravitational shifts
threaten destruction
bring chaos, shock, and rifts
for it's always been
the core that grounds
all creatures, yang and yin
yet shifts and rifts
commenced indeed
daring science
daring sense
and fluttering souls
now drawn to you
your aura, your essence

a frown precedes
such dreadful beasts
who do not bow to thee
deluded are such souls indeed
who do not bow to thee
deluded are all men, all creeds
who do not bow to thee
deluded are the stars and moon
hateful, mindless, insane
they do not fully apprehend
divinity you pertain

how cowardly
these thoughts that be
they speak of this and that
when justice prays
that i digress
that i bow
i confess
to being drugged and dragged
delivered
to thine appealing nest
that pledges, in all sincerity
to complete,
end hollowness

the miracle that
you cast herein
like prophets from above
dear moses parted rooted seas
dear flame imparted love
breathing new life
to lifeless senses
senses,
feelings and thoughts
leaving creators
envious
of what's beyond their clutch

a single word
a knowing glance
tames all the rage in me
it redirects
transforms, transcends
earthly despondency
for without you
life faces me
daring, mocking, robust
flaunting injustice vividly
chiming
in wealth we trust
our unity
your dignity
restores all hope, all dreams
it reasserts our qualities
as pure and righteous beings

this love of mine
knows no disdain
no boundaries,
unrestrained
for hidden smiles
that your voice sighs
clears doubt,
frees every pain
this love of mine
knows no disdain
no boundaries,
unrestrained
embracing every sin you make
your darkness
your every stain

this synchrony
in wants, desires
in dreams, in hopes
in being
you close your eyes
and sense me drift
to sleep
in dreams of thee
such blessed spells
these dreams may be
scorning reality
where tempted flings
attempt to take
a stab at ecstasy

and trust this now
and trust this then
when boorish fate
and hellish wait
wraps rapture
clears our grove,
your memory will
spark loyalty
guarding undying love
for nature deems
its sun to rise
from east and heads to west
and lonely hearts
deem you to be
in thoughts from wake to rest


por eso
no te quiero
te adoro


Sunday, May 23, 2010

reciprocated needs


primal telepathies
disguised as love
seeping
through my subconscious
they cross vast lands
and bear long miles
to wind at distant doorsteps
they nudge at first
then poke and jab
they stab
a pain so dire
there's certainty
that they were sent
were meant
to scar, conspire

primal guards
retaliate
ten-hut!
abash abash!
internal battles
vehement waves
threaten to crush, to thrash
blurred vision
rusty swords
droopy eyelids
eyes half closed
such long hard battles
need not be
they must be fought
sporadically
for shields that sigh
will wear and tear
they may be pried by thee

in tents we camp
remote, unmoved
an army like no other
there's rationale
there's callousness
destroy my timid other!
dismantle semi valid dreams
break down unstable hopes
undo those sacred vows we shared
reintroduce new scopes

naive
those telepathic vibes you send
naive and plain indeed
great gods have not yet conquered me
yet you predict i'll heed
two slits that shield
cold eyes that judge
that gauge, that guess, that rate
befall a tender dove like you
your half-deserved fate
for harmless lambs
bleed willingly
they offer flesh and bone
and craving farmers
anxiously
slaughter, sustain their drone

yet bloody tides

bring in despair
bring sorrow
gloomy air
that lingers on
besieging
every cheer and every care
prophetic tides
reveal my kill
my crime
they warn, foretell
a heart that lives
halfheartedly
a nomad that won't dwell

for heaven ruled
you shall command
the heart, the soul, the mind
and soldiers will
retreat in vain
to save a sight that's blind
resuscitate, rejuvenate
there's sundry to donate
if not to you
then unto others
as alms
to ease the weight

and in due time
when needs are met
unmet
by caring others
i will sustain
true satisfaction
through words
that you have uttered
for there is only but one god
on that we do agree
and he has spoken
he has decreed
these souls as one indeed

Saturday, May 22, 2010

this too shall pass



a wall of silence
hides a cyclone of thoughts
relentless unmanageable subversive thoughts
bow to your master
bow to me
for without my body
you cease to be
allow me sight
allow me breath
allow me food and drink and rest
yet civil war progressed

phantoms everywhere
beckoning
"here ye here ye
witness us congregate merrily"
wretched little wraiths
illusion-borne infections
running amuck randomly
may i ride the ferris wheel father
no, it's the hall of mirrors for thee
but i cannot see
you will, eventually

such damned illusions
so sweet, so honeyed
swaying, persuading me
they are unseen
they are unheard
yet claim reality
they mock and jeer
when i toss flaws
when i cry "imperfection"
and hastily
they mark you as
divine intervention

a thunderstorm invades my senses
a gift from heaven
to a cyclone from hell
windows open
floors are flooded
the joy of temporary peace
the ease with which i breathe
raindrops splatter
reminders of tears
thunder strikes loud
strike louder, i plead

yet dwindling storms
revive those threats
those bets
on who the victor shall be
demented thoughts
or cherished sanity
for silence strikes
louder than thunder
menacing absorbing me
and life resumes
two separate worlds
external calm
internal mutiny

how loud they are
the drop of pins
the blades of grass
the fluttering wings
such rowdiness
such brass
it seems as if
creation wills
to rile
to anger
to bash

be still for once
my sun and moon
how ungrieving you are
how dare you roam
the skies that loom
when worlds collide and barge
descend from heaven
to earthly beings
and pay your sorrows here
or else you risk
my life and soul
indifferent, insincere

be still for once
halt time
stop others
from smiling senselessly
for it is time
to mourn loch ness
that lurks way down beneath
and one day soon
when scales turn soft
i promise you that i
will heed your words
on yin and yang
on peace, on love, on man

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

To Our Liberal Intellectuals



Liberal Intellectuals & Hayef: Two Faces of the Same Coin


Liberal Intellectuals & Truthful Campaigning

One cannot deny the overlying devastation inflicted by governmental corruption within every conceivable aspect in Kuwait; barely functional educational systems and public services, the nonexistence of citizen accountability, national identity and responsiveness, as well as the absence of the slightest indication of a durable and guaranteed future. Yet, our privileged, socially-detached, and holier-than-thou liberal intellectuals have neglected almost every government-induced malfunction and the core of our problems to embark on calling for what they perceive as our top priority; secularism.

Disregarding pervasive government-propelled inefficiencies, many of which are life-threatening, our liberal intellectuals lead falsely-based campaigns in which the general public is dissuaded from attending to their actual grievances in favor of adhering to the interests of a specific group; the liberal minority and the liberal minority alone. What drives the liberal intellectual to disregard the actual crisis of an entire nation - represented in corruption - to call for secularism above all else?

It is because the liberal intellectual feels that religion is the source of backwardness. Plain and simple. And honestly, I don’t have a problem with that, even if it contradicts my personal beliefs. I do have a problem, however, with the liberal intellectuals’ false and deceptive pretenses on which they build their entire discourses and campaigns. Why the dishonesty? Why not disclose the real reasons that propel you to crusade for such a cause?

For that reason alone, I am disappointed whenever liberal intellectual groups are invalidly assigned honesty or integrity. For they may bear good intentions, but they are certainly not truthful in regards to their convictions. Frankly, I respect and would much rather have individuals who are forthright - whatever their convictions may be - than those who reflexively harbor condescension to the veil only to be veiled themselves.

Given, it may be difficult – if not suicidal – to disclose such agnostic-based dispositions to a currently conservative public. However, there are always alternatives to deceit. Always. Such alternatives may include having liberal intellectuals restrict themselves to the small circle of acquaintances that share and bear their beliefs, openly and honestly, rather than have them spout off falsities to an unsuspecting public. And in time, upon further consolidation, such groups may thereupon grow in numbers, legitimately and sincerely, which I favor over their current camouflaged disposition and agenda.


On Religion & Governments

Now that one hurdle has been dealt with, another critical matter must be discoursed on; one that attempts - futilely might I predictably add - to dissuade liberal intellectuals from clinging to their misconceptions in regards to religion, which would truly be a most comforting actualization, for them in particular.

Contrary to popular belief, it is not the ideology - whatever that may be - that creates or demolishes advancement and civility within a nation but rather it is how this ideology is influenced by the people in power; by governments. Consequently, every ideology may be transformed from humane to inhumane depending on the ruling power and the relationship that this powerful agent has with the population.

On that note, under a corrupt government, Islam may be taken out of its original humanitarian context and be transformed into what governmental corruption instills in all of us; sectarianism, atomization, idleness, ignorance, and an overwhelming sense of helplessness.
Under such governments, religion metamorphoses into a context that is quite alien to its original purpose; a context that is allowed politicization and therefore fits the needs of a corrupt government.

The same rule applies to any other ideology. Secularism and/or communism may be taken out of their original egalitarian-propelled context and be transformed into tools for repression, such as the case with communist China or secular Israel. Created by a number of atheist Zionists, secular Israel is in constant violation of international laws in regards to human rights. Is it secular? Yes. Does secularism serve its egalitarian goal under such a state? Not by any means.

Does this imply that Islam and secularism are deficient ideologies? Not at all, this merely illustrates that all ideologies are highly influenced by government, by whoever rules people, controls their lives, and holds power over them. Inhumane governments lead to dehumanized people and deficient ideologies; ones that need rectifying rather than annulment. Otherwise, we might as well toss out the entire country down the drain due to its deficiencies in every conceivable aspect.

Yet, liberal intellectuals attribute inequality, injustice, repression, and backwardness (subliminally) to the inclusion of religion rather than to corrupt and nonfunctional governments. This is as illogical as attributing our backwardness to not being governed by Sharia law. Despite being held by their counterpart party, it is the same argument and both arguments are desperately wrong. It is not the ideology, dear intellectuals, it is the ruling power. It’s the government, it’s the government, it’s the government.

And a government like ours would turn any ideology, no matter how humane, into an indoctrination from hell. Therefore, rather than blindly attack your mirage of an enemy, go for the government, not the ideology, just like what many genuine heroes have done over the past decades and are still doing … overshadowed by the spotlight that is undeservedly bestowed upon you; a spotlight that attracts you so, like flies.


Effective Solutions & Root Cause Analysis

Needless to say, supporting liberal intellectuals is quite similar to supporting Islamic groups that politicize religion since both groups are constantly calling for their own interests, which happen to be extremely extrinsic to both land and people, rather than call for the interests of the collective. In addition, both groups vehemently and quite mistakenly attribute backwardness to either the prevalence of religion or its insufficiency, when backwardness may only be attributed to its main source; governmental corruption and the lack of national reform on every deficient and deserving field that is geared toward public interest.

Rather than scapegoating religion, aware, unbiased, and logical individuals would rather adhere to the principle of "Root Cause Analysis", which effectively attempts to rectify problems through addressing their root causes rather than through addressing their manifestations. And since governmental demoralization and the overall lack of governing has left us with a barely functioning state and barely functioning citizens, it is only wiser for all of us to adhere to such a principle rather than to vainly play Tug of War in which losing is inevitable for both teams, and all of us eventually.

Moreover, restraining, boxing up, or opting out of religion in retaliation for its government-propelled sabotage is as irrational as demanding to opt out of education or health-care services due to their government-generated malfunction. After all, one does not opt out of education once governments allow for its deterioration but rather, they mend these institutions or at least try to. Go for the root cause analysis intervention rather than go about riling people up on account of your personal, extrinsic, Western-originated, and cavalier beliefs.

Rather than restrict, confine, or inhibit religion - an act that would leave drastic backlashes on the entire community, as will be pointed out further on - adhere to the above mentioned principle by attempting to re-define religion in a way that would permit its metamorphoses back into its original humanitarian context. Once we re-introduce religion the way it was intended to be employed, we can guarantee secularism .. maybe not formally through transcribed laws but rather, within the mindsets of people. This solution may not be suitable for .. let's say .. the European, but it would be more than convenient for us.

Religious reform is an essential, logical, and promising endeavor and may be executed through various means, of which the most crucial would be to eliminate the politicization of religion, which has had the most negative effects on both citizen and state. Other means may include introducing inspiring and innovative Muslim scholars who never cease to amaze even those who are least spiritual. These actions are only a few ways in which people may restore a religion that has been exploited, violated, and impaired by a Godless Government, humanely speaking.

In any case, religious reform - which is not as scary a term as many liberal intellectuals may imagine it to be - falls upon the people, not on anyone else. So does educational reform, political reform, social and civic reform .. they all fall upon the people since it's the people who would benefit from such reform the most, and there is no such thing as giveaways in that respect, or in any respect for that matter.


Intellectual Liberals & Privilege

It may only seem natural that many would expect our liberal intellectuals to join - if not lead - the people's journey toward reformative change; and any reformative change at that. After all, they're progressive, they're humane, they're educated, and ever so eloquent. Yet, such presumptions are deliriously inaccurate since reformative change - which should always be geared toward public interest - may only rise out of the urgency for basic needs, something that our liberal intellectuals are unfamiliar with, and something that consequently sets them apart from the general public.

The privilege that surrounds liberal intellectuals inadvertently disconnects them from experiencing the life of the ordinary and unprivileged citizens; their needs, their desires, and most importantly, their hardships. And if liberal intellectuals are unable to see, relate to, or sympathize with the general public, they can never speak up or fight for them. In a way, liberal intellectuals remind me of Mary Antoinette's famous response to the people's hunger crisis; "Let them eat cake", she said. Similarly, upon looking at the general public's extensively unmet educational, medical, and financial needs, liberal intellectuals reply, "Let them have secularism." Such separate worlds these two groups live in, with privilege serving as the perfect separation wall.


Religion & Metamorphosis

It is beyond doubt that government corruption is the leading cause for underdevelopment within any society. Under such leadership, people are driven into unawareness, reliance, and a sense of helplessness; the most superior assets for a most inferior government. Inhumane governments cause people to feel betrayed by those whose responsibility it is to ensure their prosperity. This has led millions of Muslims within the Arab world to further cling onto religion not only as a source of spirituality but as a lifeline as well, and as the only powerful agent that has not abandoned or betrayed them as their leaders have.

The metamorphosis of religion within the Arab world calls for two matters; the first is to make an appeal to resist and challenge corruption so as to restore people's confidence as to what they can collectively accomplish, and the second is to approach religion cautiously and respectfully so as not to cause further injury to a people who have been dehumanized for decades. Yet, not only are liberal intellectuals unable to relate to, understand, or benefit the people whom they are so intent on "enlightening", they are also harming the public through introducing ideas that are foreign and quite extrinsic to mainstream culture and religion.

Not only is this inhumane but it also entails the drastic outcomes of pushing the general public into further embracing religious politicization as a retaliation to liberal extremism. Ironically, liberal intellectuals are driving the public into the exact opposite of what they're calling for through unintentionally attacking their belief, which is heavily grounded at the moment. Yet liberal intellectuals cannot see that, for they are detached from the real world, secluded within their own little Utopian existence, and driven by personal interests. Needless to say, running after personal interests serves as a deterrent to any actualization anyone aspires to bring about.


Liberal Intellectuals & Religion Politicization

It never ceases to amaze and amuse me that only a few have been able to find the close resemblance between these two groups. After all, despite their seemingly opposite discourses, they are both driven by selfish personal interests that ultimately seek the benefit of minorities rather than the benefit of all citizens. Furthermore, both groups are excessively ideology-driven, and that in turn leads to their neglecting critically-needed reform, which is government-instigated, so as to vainly and shamelessly campaign on behalf of or in retaliation to religion rather than to campaign for public interest and against corruption.

And the outcome is devastating, not only for the above mentioned reasons but also since such groups are sidetracking ordinary citizens from resisting corruption, from abiding by and reactivating the constitution, and from establishing a common ground in which all citizens - regardless of personal convictions - may unite under the common interest of attaining a better present and securing a better future.


Supporters & Image

For the most part, liberal intellectuals are able to attain support on account of their status as elites above anything else. Plain and simple, yet again. After all, they're educated, sophisticated, and seemingly worldly. And we live within a material-oriented society, one that falsely attributes value to statuses and appearances rather than to what's beyond that; the person within. Unfortunately, liberal intellectuals employ the veil of humanism and elite status to champion causes that are essentially destructive to themselves and to their surroundings.


To Each His Own vs. Public Interest

Everyone is entitled to form whatever convictions they perceive to be suitable to who they are without having to endure judgment from others. We are free human beings after all, with all sorts of thoughts running carelessly through our minds, exactly like they ought to. But proclaiming that one's personal convictions are what's best for all is above and beyond wrong; it's indoctrinating, unjust, and inhumane. Furthermore, liberal intellectuals must come to terms with what democracy truly means and entails, and in order for them to achieve that, they must comply with and adhere to the general public's needs and wants, not only their own. After all, that's what democracy is all about.


Choice & Courage

This is dedicated to everyone who has found the courage to speak up against liberal intellectuals on the same grounds in which they've addressed their similar counterparts; those who politicize religion. For it takes courage and insight - a lot of insight - to step outside of the box for the sake of objectivity and the interest of the collective. This is also dedicated to those who have genuinely suffered from the brutal attacks that these dark Valkyries have inflicted. I am still hopeful though, because so many people within our general public are still culturally-inclined, which may propel some to label them as backwards whereas in actuality, they are the best of us.


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

State Corruption and the Underdevelopment of the Ordinary Citizen




This is the original text that has been translated into Arabic within virtually the same context. Text elaborateness was ensured within the Arabic version due to its potential larger circulation. Reading this version is appreciated due to semi-selfish reasons, most of all, for its authentic self-portrayal

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Many are mislead over the root cause of people’s backwardness and underdevelopment in society by attributing it to the nature of people whom they perceive as reliant, consumeristic, deadened, and so forth. However, such reasoning defies reason itself since a people’s underdevelopment can always be attributed to the following:

Pervasive Unawareness

It is only within the ordinary that the masses of any people subjected by a corrupt government be drastically unaware of the overwhelming corruption that is transpiring. The ordinary citizen is unaware that corruption is a circumstance far from being ordinary and more importantly, one that is worth eradicating. The ordinary citizen is incapable of perceiving himself as the source for reform whose transformation of current situations is within his power and jurisdiction as well. This perception is further propelled when states oversee that the masses are disenfranchised, unaware, and coerced into perceiving themselves inept and into perceiving corruption within an ordinary lens.

Public unawareness is drastic and needs eradication by enlightening the masses as to what they can
collectively accomplish. The act of enlightening the masses is key to any reformative change, which may only take place upon public connectivity, dedicated patriotism, and an unshaken belief in tolerance in regards to the different other. Once the individual is aware of his actual and immense capabilities through public awareness, a state that governments abhor, he instinctively starts perceiving his surroundings within a critical mindset, and that is the first step towards any reformative change both introspectively and externally in regards to government.

The Nature of the Relationship between People and Corrupt Governments

Recall the saying “With power comes responsibility”?

Well it’s a farce, since power rises along with the potential for corruption; this is a universal fact that applies to all powerful agents. This is how it has always been throughout history, which is why people who hold power over others should be perceived critically and be held accountable at all times. A corrupt state is always fiscal-oriented and thus, the only way it can pertain its unjustified gorging of resources is through dehumanizing its citizens to allow itself to be the sole beneficiary of interests.

Corrupt states perceive all within a materialistic portrayal that inevitably leads to the dehumanization of the incomparably fortuneless ordinary citizen. Hence, a relationship arises between the ordinary citizen and the fiscal-oriented government in which the prior is perceived as undeserving, irrelevant, and devalued. Due to this materialistic disposition, the corrupt government dehumanizes its citizens by perceiving them as
objects rather than as human beings deserving of equity, integrity, and rights. The state permits itself, within this portrayal, to strip its citizens bare from humanistic traits, which are the instigators of all rights.

The Execution of the Ordinary Citizen

Due to the materialistic nature of corrupt governments, the state perceives public awareness and public progressivity as menacing. That in turn immediately instigates a government-propelled doctrine in which the masses are molded into a suitable, unaware, and compliant public. Thus, the corrupt state manufactures the following citizens:

Unaware citizens who may easily be herded into whichever endeavors, ideologies, or any other matter that current policies dictate, which highly jeopardizes critical thinking, self-realization, and self-actualization. The state creates such citizens through forsaking educational progress, withholding support from various intellectually restorative institutions, and through hindering, if not completely withholding permits to found national, scientific, or socially reformative institutions that would exceptionally enlighten and empower the public.

In addition, the corrupt state manufactures
atomized citizens whose sole purpose in life is marginalized through unsubstantiated consumerism, which explains the reluctancy of states to establish foundations of extracurricular activities – such as sports, music, theater – that may propel the public in general and youth in particular to achieve their intrinsically limitless and prosperous life-potential. Corrupt states plan and operate on the basis of ensuring communal misanthropy and the execution of patriotism by transfusing discrimination in the rather well-know “Divide and Conquer” strategy that aims at dismantling public spirit and public solidarity. Moreover, corrupt states execute citizenry through failing to employ accountability, which is an alarming disposition to hold since it prioritizes irresponsibility over public safety. In addition, the corrupt state diminishes national identity through its willful abandonment of history, heritage, and culture.

This latter factor further propels inferiority-ridden individuals to alienate themselves from their own cultures in pursuit of foreign ones that are often conflicting with local social norms and traditions. Due to the extrinsic and inappropriate nature of such foreign cultures within the masses, their victims subliminally resort to disengaging themselves from the public, and in time, their deluded misconceptions about constitutors of progressiveness will disenfranchise the masses from humanizing themselves in relation to corruption and will justifiably disaffect the public’s heart and soul, as it did mine. For what good is progressiveness – and false progressiveness in regards to our unintelligent intellectuals – if it hinders them from pertaining compassion in regards to fellow citizens who unknowingly share the burden of having to steer their own destiny? That is not progressiveness but a tool of self-torture, self-hatred, and self-humiliation.

Predictions

Predictions are fairly easy to conjure in light of the current situation, which is drastic and in need of rectifying. In a country like Kuwait – the term country placed loosely here due to the absence of governing only a grimmer future awaits an idle public. Such dim prospects mainly arise from the official lack of accountability that will hinder ordinary actions and life in general from attaining a minimal level of normalcy, in terms of personal safety and inviolability. Civil rights and liberties will be hugely restricted, leading to further public unawareness and an even grimmer prospect for future reform, let alone the drastically shifting societal – and suicidal – demographics that is fueled by current biased attitudes which will ultimately result in the alienation of those whose refusal to acknowledge the different other will lead to their potential emigration.

Reform and Options


It is substantial that any type of reform arises from communication and public connectivity. There is always a lack of connection between citizens, especially in places like Kuwait where progressive institutions are disbarred. Public connectivity is not as difficult as it may seem at first glance since the ordinary citizen possesses the common sense and the common interest needed to pay attention and be concerned. Another substantial matter concerns the procedures that any reformative operation must adhere to, to which I affirm that small groups, small plans, and small steps are the basis of durability and success. Random selection of the founding group members, along with impractical goals and prospects will inevitably lead to dismantlement.

Furthermore, targeted individuals must be
ordinary citizens whose common interest supersedes trivial differences and selfish private interests; thus, true ordinary citizens are dedicated and sincere. Last but not least, current reformative groups such as the organizers of the “Irhal” campaign - or upcoming others - must be nourished and supported so that they may be propelled into further future actions in regards to eradicating corruption; the root of underdevelopment. Public awareness is key to a better future and once instigated, it would result in empowering greater and greater numbers of concerned ordinary citizens of various public interests and in time, these groups must coalesce to achieve the greater goal of the collective.

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Further readings:

- Pedagogy of the Oppressed, by Paulo Freire.

- Noam Chomsky on direct democracy and the will of the collective.

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